I kinda feel me being on disability is more for the poor people that have to put up with me than for my own benefit. I don't let things go, I get very mad to the point of seeing red sometimes, and can be irritable as hell. Sometimes I feel more social, but like today I was just in a crap mood. I just get lucky that the boss is in a decent mood, but to be honest, I think people are scared of me so they are really nice to me.