well, you made a choice and that was hugely brave on your part. if you moved once, you can you move again. try looking for work in a better area and then only move if you have something secured?

also, wherever you are, can you find a therapist? self help is all fine and good but you'd benefit from seeing a professional to get you through this stage.

you'll find out you made the decisions you made for a bigger reason further down the road but you have to walk that road to find out that is/was. it may not see like it now, but you'll find out it was for the best. you trusted your instinct and I say keep trusting it as much as you're kicking yourself or second guessing your choices.

I've made choices that seemed wild and others thought were bad choices but I'm a lot happier now that I did. I didn't end up where I thought I'd be but actually in a very good spot. best wishes!