Hi there. I think I understand a bit of what you're saying. The truth is that sometimes I feel so sick that I can't write or reply to people's post because I am so distressed that I can't seem to find any words to help anyone else. I feel really selfish and bad for not being there much for people.
I like reading the social chat and checking to see if there are funny things there. I also like the poems.
I feel real lonely too. Hugs to you!