Hey there Doc.

I think Hank got it. It's human nature to want what we "can't" have, to desire the unobtainable. I don't think it's particularly abnormal, but if it bothers you, have you tried pushing it with your T? I have never been to a therapist (well, once, but I was very young and didn't understand what I was supposed to do, so it literally lasted all of 3 minutes :P), so I'm not sure if that's a breech of etiquette or something like that, but he/she should talk to you about it if it concerns you, IMO.