dear T,

I haven't decided yet to fully confide in you what I see happening for me. I haven't fully decided yet that it will occur. I miss you. And I need to talk to you tomorrow, so I hope you are back in town. I hope all is well with your father, and I am sorry I bothered you this weekend while you were there. Although you were very gracious and called me back. I don't know what to do, and I need your help. I'll try to hold on, for you, not for me.