yes, but if I wasn't working a job, I would do music and painting full time which is what I love to do. I also used to silkscreen shirts and stuff, so I could do under the table consignment deals maybe. Don't tell anyone!

Work sucks. I have a hard time dealing with others, and prefer to just work alone and that noone even talk to me.
Even tonight, I am working by myself, they moved the one guy I was working with to days. There are people here, but
I'm in the machine shop by myself.

Typically I have to have or find an understanding boss. If I don't get this job I'm hoping for at the shipyard then I am going to consider disability as my only option.. Still even if I get the job there is no guarantee I can keep it. My mom is on disability and has been since she was 40-something. My dad killed himself, and I've been in and out of counseling my whole life, taking medications, starting and quitting jobs or getting fired. It's not much fun on this side of things either.