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Originally Posted by rainbow8
I understand about not wanting to feel inferior to your T. I'm that way too and I'm sure many others feel that way also.
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The weird thing is that I really don't feel inferior most of the time. She doesn't make me feel that way at all. But there are times when I feel that my issues make me look so much less of a person than she is. I guess if I knew her quirks and things, I might think differently.
I wish that I could trust her more than I do. I think I do trust her, but obviously I don't or I would not be worrying about this. I am not going to lose sleep over this (again), but I do have a knot in my stomach when I think about it. I don't know why she wrote in her email that I seem to try to sabotoge therapy when things are going well. That is something I will need to ask her about.