thank you all and hugs to all that have or are going through some thing like this.

I am Sorry that was a rant and I missed some words, and messed some words up...... but i think the idea is there.

I was suppose to go see the psychologist (that is in linked with the therapist) on Friday, but seeing I have no therapist, I think I will cancel this appointment Actually I am going to call and cancel the Month out appt as well- Save her a freaking phone call.. Don't like the idea of taking meds without therapy.

So much still upsets me with this- and maybe- yeah not a right fit- but it is a bit neglectful of her to know 01/30 I was planning, cutting at times, and doing serious planning, and hopeless with getting better (that is why I wrote what I wrote- No cure for a person like me and not sure if she could help me), and then to turn around on our next session to be like- your fine! you don't need therapy!

Maybe need a break any ways- Maybe this following year or two maybe, get into therapy again if I ever get some extra cash monthly.