almost 5 years now. I felt comfortable with you at first even though I couldn't talk much.
now I'm past that long long time of being totally falling apart all the time. and now....
how am i supposed to be able to relate to someone who is so accomplished, so sophisticated, someone who made all the right moves in their life? jealously, envy, all that stuff. that makes you the kind of person i would naturally move in the exact opposite direction from. share my little life with you? out loud? so you can pretend to know what that's like? it just isn't feeling very good anymore...