I'm so insane. My fiance bought me wonderful gifts for valentines day . Wants to make today so special for me. But he got his sister a present and im in here crying . jealous. im sick . i feel so disgusted with my behavior. I hate myself. I dont understand whats wrong with me and why i act that way .. hes all i have . i dont have any family . i dont have any friends. i dont even have a life of my own i moved here to be with him and i have nothing other then him. and when he loves other people it breaks my heart because i dont love anyone else but him. it makes me feel like because he gave some girls in his family gifts it makes me less important and as he's loving his family he has less love to give me.