I am a latent bisexual who has been married for 46 years. I experimented some as a young man before marriage, but have had no male lovers while married. I would take one now, however because of the other things going on in my life, if I had the chance. I dream about male genitalia constantly. But, I also dream about female genitalia constantly. Neither is available. I would be happy with what you do have, if I were you.