i am trying realy hard to trust my T that maybe she knows what she is doing but does this mean that everything i think about my past is wrong .i am so taking this to a whole new level and i always do this.in the past if a t even thought about saying the things she did last week i would have got very violent.i just wasnt ready to deal i dont understand why i am so scared and resistant to this. why does it feel so invalidating ,and why i am no not wanting to give up the way i look at things? why do they seem so right and true and a very deep part of me? and if it is all wrong then i must be .