You know as much as I think I'm ready to get over her, everything is a reminder of her. I'll dream about her all the time. It's constantly shoved in my face by the whole world. How do I get over that? I'm not trying to argue, but I'm just trying to get a grip on things. Nothing seems to help.

I've heard many people saying that I need to concentrate on myself, but I'm not sure what that really means. I'm tend to be a selfish person, but I always am looking for her. Not exactly my ex, to say, but "the one." I just don't feel like my life is going anywhere and I'm in a deep rut.