With everything going on , I called my T today. My appt last week had to be canceled cause of him having car trouble and there was a mandatory meeting this week. I left him a voicemail and he called me back an hour later. I think he knows that for me to call him it takes alot. And right now I am on edge. I am feeling pressured intod doing something I feel I cant do. I feel I have no other choice but to do. I dont want you guys to feel bad for me. I really dont . But I cant stop shaking. Everytime I think of what is going to happen. I start shaking . I get so nervous. If you wonder what I am talkign about read my post in Caregivers Support " My Dilema" T is getting me in on Thursday and I also see my pdoc on Thursday thank goodness. I feel like I am needing something to calm down my nerves also. There is more to this than what I can tell. I guess if some of you wouldnt mind.. I could realy use your thoughts, prayers, good vibes whatever it is you do. I am really stuggling . Thanks so much!

Hugz~
Beth