No, i dont have a therapist . i cant afford it, thats kind of why im here . for support and advice . i really dont want my relationship to suffer. which right now its not. we're as happy as can be together. hes a little controlling not crazy like me. just a little jealous. so he understands where im coming from . hes very patient with me and he loves me very much . he understand that what im battling is inside me . i just want help for his sake. and for the sake of our relationship because i'd never want to loose him . we try and work on it together but its not enough .