I know it is all in my head. It will be 9 months without cutting tomorrow and I'm excited yet a nervous wreck. Every month when it gets close to the day I quit I will start having all these old feelings. I can taste blood in my mouth sometimes it feels like it is clotting in my throat (like the old days). My wrists will tingle or go numb or weak or itch. I'm sure you guys know the feelings. Does anyone else go through this? WIll it ever stop? It feels like I'm choking on my bblood right now but I know it is all in my head. There isn't anything there. Why does this happen? I want to cut so bad but I don't want to go back to that life...I can't.... I won't