Aww, the lack of control does suck, an makes you feel not so good.

I was just thinking more, and I have a BIG wooden loom in my computer room now. I don't know how to use a loom at all. I thought it was a good idea at the time. Now the loom just sits, mocking me when I go in that room. maybe next time I'm manic I'll make some rugs instead of going shopping.