Philosophy rocks. I'm an INTP, so ideas are my first love. But...meh. What a love. Philosophy doesn't have any standard answer to the problem of absurdity. The existentialists are good at pointing it out, but not necessarily at resolving it. All they do is use bad reasoning and appeal to emotion.

I'm a Junior in High School with a special sort of parents. I can't seek out 'therapy' without them thinking I am unhappy, and then that this unhappiness stems from this disagreement we have that I now pretend does not exist.

Besides, therapy costs money. I'm not a rich guy.