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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
It sounds like you have more than just this ex bothering you. I know this might sound tright but, I think that you may benefit by finding a good therapist that you can work on some things that you may not be recoginizing on your own. I work with a therapist myself and he has been such a help to me. Though I have had my struggles with him, he has been so helpful in working with me to see some of my issues and why these issues are there.
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The trouble with that is that I'm unemployed, so I have no source of income. Therapy is expensive and after paying three separate therapists for one session each to find out that they didn't meld with me put a large hole in my pocket.
@gma45 - I think that if I had some closure, I might feel better. I want to talk to her. I want to see her, but I know that's just going to open a pandoras box of emotions.
I was looking through my files on my computer for a picture of myself to send to a relative and stumbled across pictures of us having fun and I broke down. Not to mention, it's Valentine's Day, it was not a good day for me. The second I saw her smiling face, I started shaking and crying. Still not feeling like I'm getting any better.