First forum post, sorry if i mess it up....

Anyways,

I try to be an open person, not in real life, but online. So people know what is going on in my life so they have an explanation if i'm offline for a while stuff like that.

Well I was talking on my deviantart account about some issues.
I admitted that I've been seeing a therapist who now wants me to see a psyciatrist because of some paranoid delusions,(and some hallucinations but i havent told her yet)

I felt like I was clogged up my page we my mental problems

So I created a separate account to keep a log of whats going on with my illness.

Posted a notice on my main account for people to see and a good friend of mine posted:
"I'm considering weather I should give my opinion on this again or not.

Do I dare watch and keep track of how well your story keeps bending?Then in a few months bundle all the errors up and present them to you proving how unlikely it is since you can't even keep your story straight?"

I mean seriously? Why would I lie about this? My T thinks i'm going a bit out of touch with reality, WHY WOULD I SAY THAT IF IT WERENT TRUE?

If i wanted to be crazy i'd tell everyone i'm a self diagnosed crazy person.

And heres were it gets even more rediculous.

A while ago, I used to talk to this girl a lot, I listened to her problems, specifically, her delusion that she was actually a boy when in reality she is a girl and always has been.

I gave no shred of disbelief, and now, i share whats going on to the general public and i'm a liar?

As for keeping my story straight, Depending on my mood and stuff my views on things change, new problems appear, old ones vanish, things like that. Thats not an abnormal thing, the human mind is always changing, its normal for a "story" to bend around.

I know i shouldnt let it get to me, as long as I know its true but it really does, i'm so thin skinned


Ehhhh this is kind of turning into a rant, My appologies,

down to the question now

What do YOU do when people dont believe you?


..I for one get extremly upset and tend to yell at people eheheheheh....

Once again sorry if i posted this in the wrong place, really hope I didnt
If i did i probably wouldnt be able to show my face on this blog again..