only 2 more week days where I could possibly call you, but I won't. and you know what it's been easy. I haven't even wanted to call you.

tonight I could have had a melt down and left but I stayed the full 4hrs then asked him about it after class and when that didn't help I called mum. so I don't need you.

I don't even know if I want to tell you about why I'm so triggered in group atm. independent people would just deal. so maybe that's what I'll do.

attachment issues? dependent? neither.
I don't need you. i don't need anyone.