I'm getting really tired of waiting; I'll e-mail you soon. But just so you know, I'm already disappointed.

In these past few days, all the little things that used to make me think you weren't that great and that I've tried to deny and ignore have really changed the way I see you.

This always happens to me, every time, and I hate it. Every time I think someone's really great, someone understands me and I confide in them and I begin to really become obsessed with them, they disappoint me, let me down and leave me. I'm starting to see you in this way. What gives you the right to ignore me? You know how much I care for you. You couldn't just send a few lines? "Thanks for the mail, it's okay, see you in March"?
It's probably unfair how I feel. I don't care. I need to let these negative emotions out.

I just hope the next time I see you I won't be all infatuated and forgiving. I deserve to be able to criticize you.