Thoughts and feelings are not facts and are bound to change over time, so there may very well be inconsistencies with regard to those and for most us as it is hard to remain unchanged in our lives. What matters is your own opinion and doing what is helpful to you in your own treatment and for your own health working with your providers. Your support network can be invaluable as well but it is primarily you that makes the difference in how you decide to value others opinions, no matter whose they are, and you can choose whether to give them a voice in your life or not. Truth within oneself by knowing oneself, and others will then know the truth in you.