He throws the same insults at me like every other day hun! The alcohol just increases the volume, I 4t after the first year it was all me but I realise now after the past 6 years that it aint all me...not at all, why should I constantly have to put up with this?! I have enough to deal with with my own head and children and normal every day problems I cant handle dealing with someone, the only 1 out of everyone that shouldnt talk to me and treat me in this manner, I deserve better!! I have BPD and that does not make me a bloody weirdo like he said to me, it will upset the kids but I told him this year there would be no more fighting or he would have to move into his own flat...again, I think that is where we now are at...unfortunetly! I wanted to marry him but he obviously doesn't feel the same way