Thanks for responding Roadie. I spoke to my niece (we're in the same age group) and she said I could go stay with her for a few days.

The thing is, I'm not even home all that often, but when I am, it's a problem. If 1 of them are not verbally attacking me, they're triggering me. Nearly everyday I must be reminded that they think me a 2nd class citizen. And when I refuse to talk to them, they sit within earshot 'pondering' why I ignore them, coz they have 'no idea' what they did wrong. And God forbid I point out the wrong! They act like I'm crazy.

If my brother's disrespectful to my mom, she goes on with her day as if it didn't happen, doesn't even frown. My tone of voice must just be 'off' then she rants on and on and on about how rude I am. This happened today, and I asked her why she get's so worked up over my attitude but overlooks it when he's blatantly rude, she got all indignant and angry, and told me to stop talking sh,t, I told her to give an example of when she put him in his place and then she started ranting bout how I like to imagine I'm being victimized

Screw this. Feel like taking my daughter and setting the house ablaze while they sleep. THEY SUCK!