Being Ridiculed.

I was a very withdrawn and gulliable kid. I was neglected at home and I stuttered. I was teased for stuttering. Kids would play mean tricks on me because I was gullable.

It goes on.

I became tough and fierce. I have emotional problems now. I get really, really scared without reason. I can become suicidal. I can self-mutilate.

I've learned to get by. I can feel painful stuff now, but be able to take it to a therapist and not act on it.