like the others have said, I don't think you've crossed a line at all, and I'd be equally as paranoid about the email if I were in your shoes, so you are definitely not alone!

It's times like these where I am glad my T doesn't do email or text at all. That way if I do get desperate enough to reach out, it has to be on the phone, which I hate too! It makes for very intense appointments sometimes, but it eliminates the agony of waiting! Instead, I'll agonize for you over what you're waiting for!

(((Screenager)))