I dont have any answers I had planned once my daughter was off to college I was going to go get my LPN nursing license but Fibromyalgia hit me ...some days I can barely stand to be touched ( not good for nursing) then the eventual your not depressed from fibro you have bipolar .. did explain alot about my life ..but so I sit here thinking Im 44 no where near stable ( my happiness a week ago is gone.. simply vanished) im rather depressed but very angry. I am fighting to get disability with all my doctors agreeing I need and deserve it .. I'm bored to death cant seem to find any kinda of hobby or anything that is of interest to me .. I was sleeping 12 hours a day which was great I only had 12 hours to wander aimlessly trying to find something to do .. now im sleeping 5 if im lucky and just praying I dont have another meltdown since I no longer have health insurance

Bipolar has a way of stripping away so many things in our lives not fair not fair not fair not fair !

Anika just like you I search for something in my life that makes me feel good and productive .... Im sure we will both find something fullfilling

Lots of warm fuzzy ((((( Hugs )))))