im confused.
why is everyone glad or happy
and thanking me for my post that is purely meaningless?

i told my T.
about what the nazis did to me 2 weeks ago.
do i not fight power?
i said im not going to a pdoc.
i said im continually labeled for something
which i understand MAYBE could be seen as delusio....yeaaa
but i dont buy that it is.
i dont tell her i hear voices.
what? im not that stupid
and have her buy into it to too?
nope.
though she may have already.
i told her to never mention labels around me again.
i am kinda mean to her...
...but talking about mental health makes me anxious (IRL)
it angers me...
...a lot...i dont want to be seen as crazy...
...ive seen the effects of being labeled "crazy"...you no longer have a place in society. no place in home. no place in friends. work. school. your treated like an infant. like a 5 year old. like an animal.
i admit...some things i dont want to own up to that ive been labeled.
i wont get specific...