I wonder this like every day. I'm going to be 35 this year, and I'm still trying to figure out what I'm going to be when I grow up! All of my family that knows my diagnosis are dream killers. As of late, I want to get a dog and show it. I almost bought one at Christmas...but I didn't. I'm going to check out some shows, and see if I want to do it or if I just need a new pet to baby. All mine will be in school next year, and I'm looking forward to it. When your kids are out of high school maybe you should start looking into the Inn thing again. Do what the others have said...make tiny baby steps to get you ready...work for a hotel for a little while, do some research on a location...work on finding a rich man that wants to help you in all your endeavors. LOL I think some good baby steps would be making friends with some people. Are you chatty with any of your kids' friends moms? Maybe start there. Volunteer at your kids' schools. Reach out baby. =)