Dear T,

Despite how cool in session I seemed, I'm terrified of losing you. I know its inevitable with budget cutbacks and the fact ive started to get better. BUT I"M NOT TOTALLY BETTER YET. I'm afraid that the moment I lose you Im going to fall flat on my face because you wont be there to catch me as a fall. and despite what you say another T wont replace you. Do you have any idea how many t's I've gone through?!?! Your the only one that has helped. I can't cycle through the system of finding a t again. I just can't. I'm not emotionally stable enough for that journey. I'm afraid that I might attempt SU when I lose you. The thought of losing you makes me feel so hopeless. I hope you saw all of this under my cool exterior but I'm afraid you didn't. Please see it before it is too late.

Kat