Why do symptoms (in my case panic, anxiety, isolation, ed) get SO much worse a few months into therapy? It's like I need to have a great big bender of my crazy before I can attempt to heal. I hate this.

Does this happen to anyone else? Does it get better if you keep going (that's what my t says)? This is probably my most honest attempt at therapy and I have fleeting moments of *hope* that I found the dr. for me, but I am wondering if it is even worth it when I make such a bigger mess of things.