My bf is completely against ANYTHING exciting. No drinking, no weed, boring sex, no other interests other than food and sports... Yeah, he's that boring! I can't even have a half-decent conversation with the guy!

All that comes out of his mouth is either complaining or that he "loves his Sweetpea" or some lame thing like that. Some days I want to beat the crap out of him for being so boring, lame, and stupid! But yet other days I appreciate it that he loves me completely.

A few days ago I asked him what things interested him and specifically told him not to say "I don't know". Well, the only two things he said were sports and me. It's like WTF? How boring is that? Exactly what's exciting about sports anyways? I mean just the sound of the announcer's voice literally puts me to sleep! If I'm having a hard time sleeping all I have to do is turn the TV to a darn sports channel! And he will say repeatedly that he doesn't think about much. How can you think about so little? My brain is never quiet. Only a freakin robot has a brain like his!

I'm having a really hard time trying to relate to this guy. If I'm having a problem or have a discussion about anything all he says is "I know" or "we'll be ok". For one thing, he has absolutely no clue what I'm saying half the time and when he says "we'll be ok" I'm usually not even talking about us! I'll ask him if he's listening so he tells me word for word what I just said. It's like the words are there but the meaning is totally gone!

The other day I told him why I didn't want to have kids...that I wouldn't subject them to such an inhumane and cruel world and that they'd suffer more than they'd feel joy. His response..."we'll be ok". It's like, wait just a freakin minute! Did I say anything about me or you? Hell no! We weren't even in the freakin conversation! The welfare and happiness of someone else was! And this is how just about every conversation that we have goes...it's like he hears something completely different than I'm saying!

I dunno. Sometimes I just want out...I want someone who is willing to hear what I'm saying and honestly tell me what they're thinking without denying their humanness.

Don't get me wrong...he really is a great guy...as long as you have no interests in this world, that is.