i dont see a doctor.
but its ok. i was just curious.
im told a lot its for insurance companies.
i believe for some it is.
most not though i believe.
i believe if that were true they wouldnt have so many labels
and psychiatrists would be more caring
F it.
idk.
i truly despise psychiatry.
nm that. im pent up right now.
i kinda had a small episode. i think.
(i have never said that before. am i a deafeted individual?)
i heard knocking on my walls and froze. convinced its a demon come to visit again. i saw an alien face outside my window. (i dont believe in aliens). i was so scared i almost vomited. then i saw spaceship lights outside of my window. then i freak out. i fall onto my floor from anxiety. lay there. get up and its over.
i have a lot of these.
these...mini happenings.
more than often.
things linger and then i flip.
severely.
maybe why i almost went to jail.
i was so blindsided.