Thanks!! .. It is good to hear, (not that I'm glad you worry too) but it's good to hear that someone else has these thoughts too! I really thought I was losing it.
Had therapy today.. it was good. What stuck with me was, 'you have to throw your hands up, psychologically, at times, and admit that there are some things you don't have control over'

Like when someone cuts you off in traffic, or doesn't flush the toilet. Annoying. Uncontrollable. So, you just move on. Although emotionally charged situations are tougher, ultimately, if I don't have control over something, then why stress about it. sigh.

How come some people get it, and some of us have to work so hard to feel balanced? lol. all I can do is laugh.

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