G'day frameadvance,

One thing that I see in your favour is your wife handing you a book to read.
To me she wants you to get better and is still part of your life.

I pushed everyone away including wife and kids and now standing on the outside looking in.

You're still on the inside of a crumbling marriage, which means (to me) that you have been given support and things have a chance to get better.

The title of the book doesn't matter, it's who the book is from and that their trying to help.

Snap