AND - I feel your pain, for I have been where you are now....... and I can honestly say that I am getting better, in time. One must cont' to work on the issues (baby steps) before they can run the race of Life & People.... YOU can DO IT and YOU will get there in your own time.
Just cont' to talk on here and to share your feelings and thoughts with us and in time you will start to see some answers to your inner questions.... I PROMISE!!
LoVe,
Rhapsody -