You are soooooo young, life is full of change and possibilities. You will be fine. In your case, DO NOT seek therapy or seek others to help you, it will only weaken you further.

You will do well if you learn now to cope with these feelings and conquer them on your own otherwise you will find yourself dependent on everyone and everything in life besides yourself to survive which never works. You are your own best friend and worst enemy.

Don't go down the path of therapy...find the strength to deal with things on your own. Why relinquish that power to anyone or anything else.

It will empower you. If you research others who have CONQUERED anxiety, depression, etc, they helped themselves. There are no magic pills or miracle doctors with a cure...you and only you have to do the work to succeed.

All the best.