Thank you for validating my last post, Sannah. I kind of wanted someone to acknowledge it because as you know, my T doesn't answer my emails, and it's hard to keep my insights to myself. I feel like I'm going to burst!

I know my T smiled when she read my email to her because it was so positive, and I know she'll get what I was talking about, but I'm like a little kid. I can't wait to talk about it in person with her!

Then the downside hits. If I never see her again, can I hold the good stuff inside of me? Can I accept that because she accepted me and all my parts, can I accept them? I would cry and cry if something happened to my T right now.