Dear T,

I know you read my emails and by default do not reply (and I wouldn't expect you to reply everyday!) but it is still really hard not getting a response sometimes... especially when the email is particularly emotional, depressing, desperate-sounding, or when I hint that I am asking you a question and would love a response... they are kind of actual questions, not just rhetorical... even though I know you probably won't answer them.

I wish I could see you more than once a week. The time in between sessions is so so long. I feel like a loser for being this needy and dependent, and I should just be grateful you allow me to email you at all, and that you read them and remember them enough to discuss them in sessions. But STILL, it is hard. Sometimes the no-response to my overly revealing emails feels like you're laughing at me for being so stupid and pathetic.