LOL...kind of everything. Just really looking for advice on how to explain to my alts., this is what's going to be happening, there's going to be a lot of different ppl around who are going to have to get close to us and do things. I'm OK, with one on one with a person, but if I have a lot of ppl around me having to do different things I tend to melt down really fast.

With asking doc questions, does anyone know how to stay as present as possible to get the questions asked?

With it being a female surgery and problem it's a lot harder to not be triggered with everything being said and done. Just looking for advice on how to get through this without ending up just completely nutz and going to my dark place.