You your self said it took you weeks to get up the courage to write that maybe why people maybe reading and not responding after that. I can Not imagine that there are close to 10,000 of us here, and there are just a certain number that post at all, I bet it is a supper low percentage, another thing I picked up was that some forums are not viewed as this one say, I was hving kinda of down fellings then I saw that people have there fav places to read and they reply more there, agin it is not cool but look at numbers in say GENERAl and HERE, I hope yopu all get more contact, PM me and just write away!!!!!!!