like i said..i vacation alone...go camping, hike, visit museums, zoo's etc. dine out frequently, go places, shop etc.

sad? nope.

sad would be not doing things because i would opt for waiting for someone to go with me & missing out on life because of it.

i can & will go with friends if i opt too...but honestly doing things on my own allows me the freedom to explore as i see fit...i can visit with people, wander, chat, etc. i have no schedule to adhere to except the one i made.

it saddens me that you feel it is a pitiful existence..i hope you find the confidence in your self to enjoy life & to be confident & comfortable.