Hey thank-you for your positive words!
It all means heaps. I hope we all get to the point we all need to be in life to be living in our own ways as we define as successful. The way i'm trying to view all of these struggles that are upon me is to view it in the light that if we as humans didn't have struggles and things we needed to strive for then life wouldn't really have a purpose. I'm not saying that it's ok for myself to allow myself to stay in this state of struggle and f**ked-uppedness, I'm just saying that it's ok that i'm experiencing it and hopefully if i come out of the end of the black tunnel i will have so much more to offer people! I'm not using it as a rationalisation for me to stay at the black but it's a reference point from where i can move on from (with any luck and hard work!)
Cheers All

Love from Sezzie