Soooo I got a response from him. I can tell he wrote it quick in between patients (which is fine) I'm glad he got what I wrote but I still feel the same way but I guess we now have our next session topic.

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Thanks for the feedback. It's good that you are feeling more comfortable with me. that's what it's all about. Try not to over-think my expressions. half the time I don't know what my face is doing :-)) Don't quit therapy OK. See you next week. P.S. email me whenever you want.
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I will read up on therapy attachment styles. I guess I feel so crazy about this cause I need to 'understand' somewhat what is happening here. Plus the fact that I over analyze everything to death doesn't help.

I'm glad I'm not the only one though. It just seems its either A or B. you come out how attached you really are to your therapist and they embrace it and you both move forward with a new understanding OR it's T gets flipped out and it goes all bad.

I guess from email it wasn't all bad. I'm super anxious for my next session though....5 days 5 days 5 days!!!!!