Thankyou so much ! that is why i am that way about his family .. I don't have a family . anyone but him . So its hard for me to share him . When im not with him or he's giving someone else attention . i am literally sitting on my bed waiting for him to be done. I have nothing and no one. All day while hes at school . i wait for him to come home. whenever he has to get up to go do something. i wait for him hes all i have because my family abandon me.. you couldn't call them much of a family .. but i dont have anyone. so i moved out of my home state to be with him . so i know no one here. no friends. im working on getting a job . maybe that could help my loneliness, depression, my depending on him and my clingy-ness . There so much to my story i feel like no one could ever completely understand me or help me fix me . theres just many layers of pain , its hard to get to the root of it all and try to fix it.