Bleh, thank you for all the encouragement, guys. I'm sorry for wigging out and slinking off for several days, but I felt so useless. And then, of course, after one of those episodes is over, I think, "What the heck was that???"
That's a good idea, I may try a few more temp agencies...I'd done that before, but I never heard back from them. I'll do it again, though! There's also a restraunt hiring not too far from where I live. I wouldn't mind if I got a kitchen job or something, as long as I didn't have to deal with the public.

Thank you all so much.