Tomorrow (Sat.) some people from my AA homegroup are putting on a sober Valentine's dance. Naturally since it's my homegroup, I kind of feel like I have to go, and part of me wants to since it beats sitting around feeling sorry for myself.

But I'm nervous. I haven't been sober at a dance since High School, which was 25+ years ago, and I remember that as being awkward. I've never ever danced sober in my life as an adult. I'm afraid of looking like an idiot. And what if no one wants to talk to me? See all my old insecurities are coming out.

But I will go, and I hope I'll have a good time.

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