(((hope49))) I'm with Suki in that you have explained me perfectly lol. I have tried almost every med out there. One of the meds (can't remember which) worsened my symptoms so badly I literally stayed in bed for almost a week refusing to eat/drink ended up in hospital very very sick weighing about 92 pnds. I also have a very high med tolerance so higher dosages are needed, never good ... So for me the meds are not an option. For some people they are a great part of their mental health regimen for others not so much. My T and this place are my therapy along with (in this I am lucky) a very understanding husband and 4 wonderful pita kids lol

Hugz
Nams