I made a post in this forum about this time of year being hard for me. well this morning, I am crying and not sure if it will stop soon. I posted about my friend that died in a car wreck 7 years ago.. I am good friends with her sister and I knew that her sister was pregnant.. I went on line today and She had her baby! This baby is soo beautiful!!! she was born on the 10th, the more I looked at her, the sadder I became.. She looks just like Kerri!!!! Beautiful brown eyes and brown hair!!!! I started crying. I called my mom and trying to tell her about it and i couldn't hardly even talk.. My mom was like you cant look at it like a sad thing.. It is a positive thing, I know in my heart that this is true... BUT IT HURTS!!!! It hurts that Kerri was taken so young, that this child will never get to know what a wonderful person she was. I am happy for my friend no doubt! It is kind of a bitter sweet thing you know... I also know that this child and her two little cousins that Kerri never got to meet, have a wonderful guardian angel watching over them!!!!